It’s my fault for loving you.
I can’t believe how things can change over ONE small issue. And just over a week u can find someone new. I was hoping u will be sad over our ending but it seems like u moved on pretty well…. and fast. Is this funny or sad? I’m sorry for telling u about my pointless drama when u don’t at all care. I wish I can forget u easily like how u can forget me. I almost died loving u. I try all my best to be a good good gf u can ever ask for. I gave in and I climb back to u every single time, then all I get is nothing. U make me realize how reality bites and how selfish one person can go. U value your ego much more than this relationship. U rather lose me and then keep that annoying ego. Have I not done more than enough for u? I’ve done damn tooooo much for u, until I lost my whole self I don’t know who I am anymore. I wanted to do so much thing with u, I wanted to change u and spend our ups and downs all together. I wanna go overseas with u, I wanna go star gazing with u, I wanna go strolling on the beach with u. I wanna hold u with me and go through everything together. There are so much things I’ve given up just to have u by my side. Then now i realize, NO, I’m lying to myself. Honestly, you turned out to be the best thing I never had. All the best. I believe one day someone will appreciate what I do. I am moving on. I may not get over u right now, immediately, like how u did, but I’m sure I”ll be better in time. I am really disappointed how u gave up on our relationship just like that, over a small issue that we can easily resolve. Thanks for the times we were together no matter what. U were a part of me I’ll never forget. For the last time, I love and I miss u. I wish u happiness, ever. Bye.
